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  • 12.1 EAGLE-EYED
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    • Same River Twice
    • El Regalo de Dios
    • Sugar and Spice
    • Safe Enough
    • Cadejo
    • Inheritance
  • Books
    • Sense of Direction
    • Sarcophagus (and other situations)
    • Lies I've Yet to Tell
    • Cozy
    • The Periodic Family
    • Spinning
    • Guess This is Kaput
    • Blackness Ten Times Black
    • Grit Before Grace
    • The Captain's Been Drinking
    • The Old Invisible
    • Kansas City Breakdown
    • Coyote Girl
    • In the Desert
    • BURN
    • Quiet Hours
    • I FEEL JUST LIKE A DOGWOOD TREE
    • This World Will Never Run Out of Strangers
    • Songs of the Cyberspace Cattle Drive
    • WEST OF DESTRY
    • Small Town Mastodons
    • Traveling Alone
    • All and Then None of You
    • Poachers and Pills
    • Poor Birds
    • The Lowest Basin
    • Bop City Swing
    • Nothing Good Ever Happens in a Flyover State
    • THE TICKS WILL EAT YOU WHOLE
    • Rolling on the Bottom
    • Oblivion Angels
    • The Orchard is Full of Sound
    • The New Salvation
    • TEXAS WIND
    • Silences, Ohio
    • WHERE DARK THINGS GROW
    • San Diego Stories
    • HONKY
    • The Wild Familiar
    • KUDZU by Clem Flowers
    • IN LINE AT WALMART WITH ALL THE OTHER DAMNED
    • I CAN OUTDANCE JESUS
    • MOTEL
  • Sheldon Lee Compton
    • Ghosts by Sheldon Lee Compton
    • I AM WAR MR TOLSTOY
    • Her Little Place of Dying
    • The Caretaker
    • On SLC's Brown Bottle
    • Somebody Take Care of Little Walter
    • Oblivion Angels
    • Orchard excerpt
    • Dog With a Rabbit's Head
    • By-blow
    • Until the Going Down of the River
    • The Judas Steer
    • Tooling Up
    • DYSPHORIA (excerpt)
  • Interviews, Reviews, & Presses
    • Tom Andes Wonderful Days
    • Heartache Kid Reissue
    • Drevlow's Trash Poems
    • CJ Spins May 2026
    • CJ Music Review Blood Sucking Maniacs
    • CJ Music Review: Black Sheep Deluxe reissue
    • CJ Music Review South of Mars
    • CJ Music Review Matt Moran & the Palominos The Ba'ar
    • CJ Music Review WPH STILL FEELIN' THE PAYNE
    • CJ Music Review R Porter Roll with the Punches
    • Shelby Hinte's Howling Women
    • Of Fathers & Gods
    • Awakenings Review
    • Jaded by Wilson Koewing
    • Jesse Hilson's The Tattletales
    • Here in the Dark by Meagan Lucas
    • Sophomore Slump by Leigh Chadwick
    • Shadows Slow Dancing in Derelict Room
    • Anthony Koronda's Broken Bottles
    • Scott Blackburn's It Dies With You
    • Donald Ryan's Don Bronco's (Working Title) Shell
    • Jay Gertzman's The Promise of Country Noir
    • Hard Mountain Clay Review
    • Blake Johnson's Prodigal: An American Parable
  • Jobbers
    • Dead Wrestlers
    • The Night Bruiser Came to Town
    • Big Rig by Shaun Jex
    • A Night Out with Big Ricky by Katy Goforth
    • War Eagle by David Barker
    • True Dreams of Wichita by Shaun Jex
    • Doink the Clown Works Birthday Parties by Michael Chin
    • The Ballad of Ethel Bridges by David P. Barker
    • House Show in Badger County High School Gym by Simon Nagel
    • 288 Miles by David P. Barker
    • Corn Dogs by Shaun Jex
    • Getting Ready + Cowboy by Michael Chin
    • American Dream by Robert Libbey
    • Training Partner by A.A. Rubin
    • Finding the von Erichs by Shaun Jex
    • The Making of Big Sandy by Michael Carter
    • Pot Roast from Vance Godbey's by Mark A. Nobles
    • Abdullah the Butcher in Gotham by Mark A. Nobles
    • PWI by Josh Olsen
  • CJ Issues Archive
    • Oh Death!
    • Flood Waters
    • with Alacrity!
    • the Family Strain
    • All We Need of Hell-Harry Crews Tribute
    • My Dog Died-a Larry Brown inspired issue
    • Rural Enterprises
    • Grotesque to Art-in the vein of Donald Ray Pollock
    • Henry Chinaski is a Friend of Mine-the Charles Bukowski issue
    • a Mess of Catfish
    • Prine Primed-incited by John Prine
    • Asquint
    • Buried Child-inspired by Sam Shepard
    • New Fools Are Here to Take Your Place-incited by Breece D'J Pancake
    • THALIA ET ALIA-incited by Larry McMurtry
    • Country & Folk
    • Nothing's Gonna Change the Way You Feel About Me Now
    • ISSUE 9.2: the All Covers Album >
      • Sitting in the Laundromat with A Manual for Cleaning Women
      • Kentucky Folklore
      • Caught in a Trap
      • Are You Sure Merle Done It This Way?
      • Tracking
      • Playing Hooky
      • Evangelina & Hunting Bremmer's Mesa
      • Catty-Corner House
      • Blood on the Creek Bank
      • Skeeter
      • Vivian Davis, American
      • Thyroid
      • Wonderin'
      • Playing Cowboy
      • Old Dog
      • Archipelago
      • Keep YR Eye on the Moon
      • 3 Poems by Justin Carter
      • It Ain't Me
      • Heaven's Gonna Have a Honky-Tonk
    • ISSUE 10.1: A CASE OF KINK >
      • Deadhead
      • Fickster the Fixer
      • Get the Money
      • Shady Acres
      • The Ugly Death of Ferrari McGee
      • Burly Pete Calls It A Day
      • Blame It On The Blue Line
      • The Detective
      • The Tattletales (excerpt)
    • ISSUE 10.2: Tough Women, Gritty Tales >
      • "Stupid" by Rebecca Tiger
      • "Rattlesnakes" by Sabrina Hicks
      • "Destination Unknown" by Sarah Holloway
      • "Juniper" by Sarah Holloway
      • "The Stand" by Kathryn Silver-Hajo
      • "On Friday, Good Catholics Eat Fish" by Terena Elizabeth Bell
      • "Bodies in Bags" by Jamie Gallagher
      • "Sun Down" by Amy Marques
      • "Fourteen" by Megan Hanlon
      • "A Stroll" by Natalie Nee
      • "White Biped Form, 1954" by Mary Thorson
      • "Thanks for Stopping" by Tom Andes
      • "Dog Days" by Angela James
      • "26" by Pam Avoledo
      • "To The Men I've Missed" by Katy Goforth
    • Hidden behind the door that sorrow locked. >
      • Folks, It's Ags Connolly!
      • The Room
      • Dressing in Front of the Open Gas Oven for Warmth
      • 3 Prose Poems by Jeffrey Herman
      • The Cat in the Guest Bedroom
      • Last Call at Tully's Joint
      • Keepsake
      • The Sold Man
      • My Man Tomato Can
      • The Alternator
      • Blue Skies
      • Ain't No Dark Til Something Shines
      • Old Skip
      • Chicago Skyline
      • Uptown Lanes
      • Behind the Door
  • 11.2 A Manual For...
    • Mug Shot
    • Clark Buys a Motorcycle
    • Wild Caught
    • Snow to Rain
    • Disciple
    • Fresh Fades
    • How to Fish
    • Hogzayden
    • Adjunct
    • Four Seconds of Silence
  • Our Father's Lit: Western Pulp

coming soon!

LIES I'VE YET TO TELL

by David P. Staggs

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​A pro wrestler dealing with the loneliness of life on the road. A man dealing with imposter syndrome in a town he's not sure how he ended up in. A struggling writer trying to navigate post break up waters. Addicts trying to find sobriety. Sons trying to find peace in what their fathers were and were not. Lies I've Yet to Tell is a collection of stories in two parts. Side A, stories inspired by songs and Side A, non fiction pieces all dealing with the struggle to live up to ideals of "good" manhood.

Praise for Lies I've Yet to Tell and David P. Staggs

“In Lies I’ve Yet to Tell, David P. Staggs writes, ‘Am I my father’s son? What do we inherit? I am not his choices, but I still flinch at the crack of leather.’ This is a book about familial inheritances, traumas, and the messy business of trying to separate the two. Staggs captures other hardscrabble elements as well, from busted relationships to alcoholism to the itinerant life of an old school pro wrestler. It’s the kind of book that will break a reader’s heart with just enough gestures toward hope to keep turning pages. The characters herein persevere for another day. Staggs teaches us all that we might do so as well.”

–Michael Chin, author of Sense of Direction

“Staggs renders characters who have been driven to the end of their tether, and sits the reader beside them as they let go. A heartbreaking collection about the heartbroken and the heartbreakers.”

–Amanda Bales, author of Fair U

“You will not read a better collection of stories that so perfectly captures the contradictory struggles of what it means to be a ‘good man’ in the contemporary world, a struggle that is often self-inflicted and passed down from generations of men who profess to love you and want you to be the best man you can, a struggle that is at once tragic and also tough to defend.”

–Benjamin Drevlow, editor-in-chief of BULL, author of The Captain’s Been Drinking


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  • CJ MAGAZINE
  • Style & Submit
    • Masthead
  • Merch
  • 12.1 EAGLE-EYED
    • Friday Night Ride to Mary's, Naturally
    • Same River Twice
    • El Regalo de Dios
    • Sugar and Spice
    • Safe Enough
    • Cadejo
    • Inheritance
  • Books
    • Sense of Direction
    • Sarcophagus (and other situations)
    • Lies I've Yet to Tell
    • Cozy
    • The Periodic Family
    • Spinning
    • Guess This is Kaput
    • Blackness Ten Times Black
    • Grit Before Grace
    • The Captain's Been Drinking
    • The Old Invisible
    • Kansas City Breakdown
    • Coyote Girl
    • In the Desert
    • BURN
    • Quiet Hours
    • I FEEL JUST LIKE A DOGWOOD TREE
    • This World Will Never Run Out of Strangers
    • Songs of the Cyberspace Cattle Drive
    • WEST OF DESTRY
    • Small Town Mastodons
    • Traveling Alone
    • All and Then None of You
    • Poachers and Pills
    • Poor Birds
    • The Lowest Basin
    • Bop City Swing
    • Nothing Good Ever Happens in a Flyover State
    • THE TICKS WILL EAT YOU WHOLE
    • Rolling on the Bottom
    • Oblivion Angels
    • The Orchard is Full of Sound
    • The New Salvation
    • TEXAS WIND
    • Silences, Ohio
    • WHERE DARK THINGS GROW
    • San Diego Stories
    • HONKY
    • The Wild Familiar
    • KUDZU by Clem Flowers
    • IN LINE AT WALMART WITH ALL THE OTHER DAMNED
    • I CAN OUTDANCE JESUS
    • MOTEL
  • Sheldon Lee Compton
    • Ghosts by Sheldon Lee Compton
    • I AM WAR MR TOLSTOY
    • Her Little Place of Dying
    • The Caretaker
    • On SLC's Brown Bottle
    • Somebody Take Care of Little Walter
    • Oblivion Angels
    • Orchard excerpt
    • Dog With a Rabbit's Head
    • By-blow
    • Until the Going Down of the River
    • The Judas Steer
    • Tooling Up
    • DYSPHORIA (excerpt)
  • Interviews, Reviews, & Presses
    • Tom Andes Wonderful Days
    • Heartache Kid Reissue
    • Drevlow's Trash Poems
    • CJ Spins May 2026
    • CJ Music Review Blood Sucking Maniacs
    • CJ Music Review: Black Sheep Deluxe reissue
    • CJ Music Review South of Mars
    • CJ Music Review Matt Moran & the Palominos The Ba'ar
    • CJ Music Review WPH STILL FEELIN' THE PAYNE
    • CJ Music Review R Porter Roll with the Punches
    • Shelby Hinte's Howling Women
    • Of Fathers & Gods
    • Awakenings Review
    • Jaded by Wilson Koewing
    • Jesse Hilson's The Tattletales
    • Here in the Dark by Meagan Lucas
    • Sophomore Slump by Leigh Chadwick
    • Shadows Slow Dancing in Derelict Room
    • Anthony Koronda's Broken Bottles
    • Scott Blackburn's It Dies With You
    • Donald Ryan's Don Bronco's (Working Title) Shell
    • Jay Gertzman's The Promise of Country Noir
    • Hard Mountain Clay Review
    • Blake Johnson's Prodigal: An American Parable
  • Jobbers
    • Dead Wrestlers
    • The Night Bruiser Came to Town
    • Big Rig by Shaun Jex
    • A Night Out with Big Ricky by Katy Goforth
    • War Eagle by David Barker
    • True Dreams of Wichita by Shaun Jex
    • Doink the Clown Works Birthday Parties by Michael Chin
    • The Ballad of Ethel Bridges by David P. Barker
    • House Show in Badger County High School Gym by Simon Nagel
    • 288 Miles by David P. Barker
    • Corn Dogs by Shaun Jex
    • Getting Ready + Cowboy by Michael Chin
    • American Dream by Robert Libbey
    • Training Partner by A.A. Rubin
    • Finding the von Erichs by Shaun Jex
    • The Making of Big Sandy by Michael Carter
    • Pot Roast from Vance Godbey's by Mark A. Nobles
    • Abdullah the Butcher in Gotham by Mark A. Nobles
    • PWI by Josh Olsen
  • CJ Issues Archive
    • Oh Death!
    • Flood Waters
    • with Alacrity!
    • the Family Strain
    • All We Need of Hell-Harry Crews Tribute
    • My Dog Died-a Larry Brown inspired issue
    • Rural Enterprises
    • Grotesque to Art-in the vein of Donald Ray Pollock
    • Henry Chinaski is a Friend of Mine-the Charles Bukowski issue
    • a Mess of Catfish
    • Prine Primed-incited by John Prine
    • Asquint
    • Buried Child-inspired by Sam Shepard
    • New Fools Are Here to Take Your Place-incited by Breece D'J Pancake
    • THALIA ET ALIA-incited by Larry McMurtry
    • Country & Folk
    • Nothing's Gonna Change the Way You Feel About Me Now
    • ISSUE 9.2: the All Covers Album >
      • Sitting in the Laundromat with A Manual for Cleaning Women
      • Kentucky Folklore
      • Caught in a Trap
      • Are You Sure Merle Done It This Way?
      • Tracking
      • Playing Hooky
      • Evangelina & Hunting Bremmer's Mesa
      • Catty-Corner House
      • Blood on the Creek Bank
      • Skeeter
      • Vivian Davis, American
      • Thyroid
      • Wonderin'
      • Playing Cowboy
      • Old Dog
      • Archipelago
      • Keep YR Eye on the Moon
      • 3 Poems by Justin Carter
      • It Ain't Me
      • Heaven's Gonna Have a Honky-Tonk
    • ISSUE 10.1: A CASE OF KINK >
      • Deadhead
      • Fickster the Fixer
      • Get the Money
      • Shady Acres
      • The Ugly Death of Ferrari McGee
      • Burly Pete Calls It A Day
      • Blame It On The Blue Line
      • The Detective
      • The Tattletales (excerpt)
    • ISSUE 10.2: Tough Women, Gritty Tales >
      • "Stupid" by Rebecca Tiger
      • "Rattlesnakes" by Sabrina Hicks
      • "Destination Unknown" by Sarah Holloway
      • "Juniper" by Sarah Holloway
      • "The Stand" by Kathryn Silver-Hajo
      • "On Friday, Good Catholics Eat Fish" by Terena Elizabeth Bell
      • "Bodies in Bags" by Jamie Gallagher
      • "Sun Down" by Amy Marques
      • "Fourteen" by Megan Hanlon
      • "A Stroll" by Natalie Nee
      • "White Biped Form, 1954" by Mary Thorson
      • "Thanks for Stopping" by Tom Andes
      • "Dog Days" by Angela James
      • "26" by Pam Avoledo
      • "To The Men I've Missed" by Katy Goforth
    • Hidden behind the door that sorrow locked. >
      • Folks, It's Ags Connolly!
      • The Room
      • Dressing in Front of the Open Gas Oven for Warmth
      • 3 Prose Poems by Jeffrey Herman
      • The Cat in the Guest Bedroom
      • Last Call at Tully's Joint
      • Keepsake
      • The Sold Man
      • My Man Tomato Can
      • The Alternator
      • Blue Skies
      • Ain't No Dark Til Something Shines
      • Old Skip
      • Chicago Skyline
      • Uptown Lanes
      • Behind the Door
  • 11.2 A Manual For...
    • Mug Shot
    • Clark Buys a Motorcycle
    • Wild Caught
    • Snow to Rain
    • Disciple
    • Fresh Fades
    • How to Fish
    • Hogzayden
    • Adjunct
    • Four Seconds of Silence
  • Our Father's Lit: Western Pulp